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 I finally realized why I'm five years old and still believe that "looks" mean something. Movies! TV shows! They always use "looks" to hint that one person likes another! AHA! I win. Phew, that makes me feel better for some reason, like I have a load off my shoulders. Media does influence me a lot, mostly the "classics." And now I'm obsessed with Greek (the show). hee. yay

I was just rereading something I wrote earlier this year and the girl is supposed to be in her early-mid-twenties and she's embarrassed because in a meeting when a guy flirts with her she giggles. How old is too old to giggle? And then I thought about the phrase "giggled like a schoolgirl" and I wondered if since I'm in college I can still giggle? I want to giggle! I'm sure it's embarrassing, but when am I supposed to grow up and stop giggling? Random, I know, but this is what plagues me after watching about five hours of Peach Girl since I was sick today. Oh drama.

In my communications class we've been talking a lot about male dominance in movies and how we're bred to believe that men should be the pursuers because when women do it they seem aggressive, pushy, or downright "witchy." Is it true? While mostly I've been pursued, I'm usually the one who's aggressive to "seal the deal" so to speak and make it happen. The guys are like, "I like you, let's be together" but somehow the title of "girlfriend" always eludes me, so I push for it, and then they see me as aggressive and a demanding girlfriend and I'm like, "AHA so I AM your girlfriend!" but it never works out long b/c I always get sick of them (if I even liked them in the first place) because when I fall, I fall hard and all the way. I don't want to beat around the bush, you know? So how is a girl like me supposed to get a guy who has an interest in her to just go that extra mile without being forward? I don't feel like I should have to sit around twiddling my thumbs and batting my eyelashes until they finally decide to pluck up the courage and ask me out without hooking up with me, you know? And if he doesn't, I'll know he's just not that into me. But I'll still want him to have asked me out because I finally started liking HIM!

Anyway...thoughts?

 I have a question that I never thought needed answering before. If a woman gets married, takes her husband's last name, and he dies, isn't she still a "Mrs?" I thought she was! I just got an email from my widowed teacher, however, who asked me not to call her Mrs. in the email. Professor? Miss? What am I supposed to call her? This just seems weird. It's wiggin' me out, man! Why can't I call her Mrs?

 Haha oh livejournal. It figures that the only reason I come back to it is because a fic I was interested in was posted here. How sad :-( Anyway I am no longer a girl who moons after arrogant idiots. Maybe I will be in the future but for now I'm just sort of floating through life (unattached). It's exciting. Not really. But it could be. Just an update on me. Enjoy life. Do it. I am a puddle of life

Good Friday! But really I came on to put another memegen on ^-^

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Hair:	Rediculously long, usualy tied up in ribbons.
Clothes:	School boy/girl uniform.
Powers:	Summoning
Special Features:	Random tattoo(s)
Sidekick:	An alternate personality, that on occasion takes on its own physical form.
Attitude:	Bouncy one minute, murderous the next. No one knows when you're going to mood-swing next.
Weapon:	Claws
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I've had this account for a while but I've never tried it so here I am trying it. What a great first sentence ^-^ Anyways hopefully nobody will be mean to me on here, not that anyone has before. Experiments galore until I get the hang of this so here we go!

Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is...	mysterious
Your hugs are...	warm
Your eyes...	sparkle like the stars
Your touch is...	the only thing I desire
Your smell is...	beautiful
Your smile is...	entrancing
Your love is...	everlasting
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